Beete waqT k nishaaa'

Din beete, mahine beete or kitne saal yuhi beet gye..
Najaane konsi shuruaat ka intezaar tha...
Ya shaayad jo intezaar hota hai, vo bus intezaar hi hota hai...

Har naye ugte hue suraj k saath har tarah se bus ulte paav chalne k liye bana hu... esa ehsaas sa hota hai ab...
          
Har beete hue pal me bus yahi to kaha hai apne aap se...
             K bus ho chukaa intezaar ab.. K ho chuka intezaar ab or jo yu rukaa to chalne k laayak hi ma hoga tu...

To kaha likha hai k jo haar gya buri tarah to shuruaat na ho paego firse...
K niraash h yu jo tu to kuch na ho paega fir kabhi kch..

kaha likha hai k tu sirf haarne k liye banaa hai..
Bhot waqt yu beet gya khayaal tha bhi to bhi kya hua uskaa...

Teri Zindagi tere karmo se tay hogi.. na tere niraash hue vicharo se..  na kisi k kehne se...
na teri ye dikhti hui nakaamiyo se.. na tere apne aap ko kamjor or besahara maan lene se...

Jo hai ye hakeekat, na chahte hue bhi hai ye hakeekat.. or isse kabhi bhaga nahi ja skta chahe kitna bhi bhaag le tu...
har aate hue mod pe tuje fir ye hakeekat k siva kch na milegaa...

Yu haarne bhaagne or niraash hoke bethne k liye nhi banaa hai tu...

Sarfaroshh....
Inqalaaaab Zindaabaad...

Autobiography: khilwaad-e-zindagi

Autobiography

khilwaad-e-zindagi...

shuruaat kaha se hui is kahaani ki kuch khabar nahi.. waqt gujarta gaya or me, mera jahaa sab kuch badalta sa gya..

kabhi soch nahi sakta tha ek waqt esa aaega zindagi ka... khud ko khote khote or beetate hue waqt k sath yu bhulta badalta chala jaauga..

befikar to nahi tha kabhi hone wale anjaamo se.. par laparwaah jarur tha apne har ek karm pe...


waqt bewaqt behtasha jaane konsi khushi thi ya gum tha jo sab malum anjaamo ki or na chahte hue bhi badhta chala gya..

Masoom si zindagi se yu afsos ki taraf andekha kar sabkch bus chalta gya or waqt nikalta gya..

bewafaa sa me apne sath bus bewafaaai or bewafaai karta gya..

to be continued...